still from the video RAOSRAOS - concrete nature or nostalgia in times of crisis When you see something threatened, when you sense something that prevents the usual constancy, this unconsciously causes a feeling of melancholy, of anticipated loss. And you value what before perhaps you were indifferent to or even disdained. So isn't it the case that what you feel remembering - or how you remember this feeling - is rather what you feel now? I have been looking for a job for four months now. In the meantime I have been working for two weeks in an advertising company as a receptionist. The company is known for its creative solutions. But I prefer working in conservative companies like law firms or real estate agencies: there is more respect for form. The monologue together with the visual of factory buildings produces a strange mixture of moving images and static images that turns the projection screen into a canvas. excerpt from the video Nothing organicNothing organic One day I lost consciousness in the middle of the street and woke up in an ambulance. I was taken to the hospital where I underwent various tests without finding anything special. Two weeks later the symptoms returned and because of fear and insecurity I locked myself in my house for a few weeks. They repeated the tests on my heart and brain. But again they found nothing unusual. The video Nothing organic is a self-investigation with a happy ending: Nothing organic. |